Have you ever just found yourself in the oddest of emotional and mental states? Consider tonight, I have had an incredible week, so many positive things in so many areas of my life this week, and yet here I find myself sitting home, kids are in bed.... house is quiet.... it's dark outside and I am starting to feel so incredibly alone, which does not present happy and positive thoughts in my head. And it's not at all that I am scared or discontent with being alone in my own house, it's more that I don't want to be just content anymore. Nights like this happen quite rarely. Typically, I have so many things like dishes and laundry to do or a book or my devotions to read, but none of those things provide my escape tonight. Tonight, I face the reminders that I am alone. Now for those of you reading this, please let me clarify here, I am not truly alone. My children are here, and I love them dearly.... majority of my family lives within 20 minutes o...